Who Am I Today? 3/3

 

Who Am I Today? 3/3

Agent of God

It is self-evident that God represents a higher state of being than the devil. Those who turn away from God and embrace destructive influences often struggle with low self-esteem, believing themselves unworthy of serving as a conduit for the divine. They may feel ashamed of their imperfections, fearing judgment and punishment, and therefore attempt to conceal them. This stems from an externalized perception of God.

However, God embodies radical self-acceptance. While human imperfection is inevitable, it does not equate to inherent wrongdoing—unless one actively chooses a destructive path. The way to transcend impurity is through self-acceptance, allowing God to work through us. In doing so, our imperfections become either insignificant or manageable within the greater context of divine presence.

By “God,” I refer to the all-encompassing divine harmony—both stable and progressive, illuminating and transformative—the universal life force. Love and acceptance are interconnected, strengthening as we deepen our alignment with them. Spiritual growth is not about encountering a figure with a white beard in a grand revelation; rather, it is a gentle, nurturing process. Along the way, we face pivotal moments where we must choose: will we seek stability and growth, or will we succumb to instability and decline?

Negative attachments—such as addiction, self-destructive behaviors, and low self-esteem—can be overcome. Even small acts, like nourishing the body with healthy food or engaging in physical activity, provide the energy needed to foster self-worth. These simple actions help equip us to make better choices when confronted with moments of self-reflection. By consistently choosing stability and growth, we cultivate the strength to rise. The key is commitment and effort.